HAihh...

Semester break has almost come to an end. so, i accompanied my sister to alamanda to buy her stuffs to make sure that she will remains alive while cracking her head for the sake of getting a bloody degree transcript called scroll at the end of day..muahahhaha..thank god, ive passed that one..

The best part was, we were given a credit card for the spending..muahahhahah...definitely not ours, however we have no problem at all in imitating the signature.we were good at it actually and we have done it so many time without getting our asses caught..hee..(caution!!this one is totally under parent's permission)

Since i was just as a companion, i shall not waste away the opportunity of buying things without spending my own money..wahauhauha..so, while my sis was busying in picking up her stuffs, i have also executed the plan of picking my stuffs too, so for tonight i have selected a couple of t-shirts and a badminton recquet. i would want to add on some unnecessary things, but ive come to my sense that i dont actually need all those and why waste (aku sangat poyooooo).

So, with all that we spent about rm245 for only both of our stuffs which almost equal to our 4 weeks groceries shopping for 8 members of the house. of course la mine was not as much as my sis. and for the groceries,yes it was not much...we only eat one time a day at home as we were home only at nite and sometimes that one time we dont even cook.

Eversince i have got to keep my own money (scholarship), rm1500 per month, i found myself tend to spend on things that i want rather on things that i need. im not bragging that i got so much money to spend. maybe im just lucky becoz i dont have to spend monthly for a house/hostel rent or a car as im staying at my parents house in putrajaya and it only takes 15 mins to reach upm. since ive got my liscence this year, i can just use my parent's car. the only thing i need to spend, is on my foods and my insurance deducted directly from my account.

Or im just having what people used to say a "culture shock". looking at those day during my undergraduate time, i hardly have any money to spend on things im wanting now. i only managed to get half of my PTPTN loan (yer saya bodo..dahla tak dpt scholarship tak pandai tipu plak tuh) while UPM fees was way too expensive. so, per semester, i only got rm1700, while the fees was rm 1400 if im not mistaken, including the hostel. so, only rm300 left in my hand for another 6 months to live with and its just not my way to ask for money from my parents unless i was f**king suffocated with desperation.

So, at that time, i was like..."ko tunggula aku ade duit sendiri...tunggula...siap ko" everytime i dont get to buy things i want. to lessen the whimpering of my desire, i went out and did window shopping seldomly and sometimes none. but the good thing is, ive learned the value of money eventhough it just only a cent.

Well i guess the time has come, im sort of paying my revenge to all the hardship i went through. i even become greedy by wanting to get a good pay job so that i could spend more and more. which i realized it just a temporarily satisfaction i got hook with , but once i own it, i may turn my head to something else so called wont-last-long need again.

However, it does feels good having to buy something that you long for all this while...and lets wait till i get bored with this kind of lifestyle and start to seek for something that long last satisfaction of mine.