hmmm...we lost our beloved cat, bomon today. everything seems so gloomy right now and the lost really did left a deep wound here in our heart. exploring the feeling is another new experience i did felt today after its been a while now. the feeling of loss leave a space in this broken heart, empty, which in time, and hopefully soon to be full with something else that might replace the loss of him. the warmness of him, the cuteness of him, everything about him makes it more difficult for me to bear, with him not around.
i got a call from a vet, this evening saying that bomon is gone..
vet: is this nur fariza
bb: yer saya..
vet: im dr tan from city pet clinic, the one that u sent ur cat just now.
bb: ooo..ok (my heart pumping very fast)
vet: ur cat bomon kan...BOMON DAH MATI LAAA..
bb: HAH!!!!!
a moment of silence
bb: ya allah...(im panic)
bb: so macam mana yer..(im out of words..every word comes out doesnt sounds right...im already in tears)
vet: hmmm...so, do u want us to burry him or you want to take him home??
bb: no...its ok..we'll bring him home
vet: ok
bb: thanks
i went to the living room,and let my family know about it..as expected, everyone seems so speechless.i was so badly in tears and went back to my room.i asked my brother to bring bomon home, because i dont think i could cope with the sudden news i received just now.
waiting for him to come home is just another difficult part for me to handle with.i really need to burst out. how i wish i could send him a little bit earlier, how i wish to hug him like i never let him go. i remembered brought him to the vet. he was so hopeless lying inside the basket. he was so damn sick i guess. yesterday was the worse part. he kept screaming everytime he moves. i never thought it was that bad. based on the doc, he claimed that bomon was suffering with bladder problem. thats why he encountered a difficulty in urinating, where he urinated a lot, but only like two or 3 drops.
about half an hour later, my dad arrived with bomon. i was reluctant to went down at first.but i just couldnt help it. i saw him lying breathlessly inside a box. i was crying again while caress for him. so did my siblings. we burried bomon behind our house. all the friends of my little sis and bro were there..like almost 10 of them.some of them were even crying ...
im out of words. writing this entry really makes me missing him even more. i know this feeling would one day pass by as time goes by but i'd love to mark it here. like kak nora said..its A TRIBUTE TO BOMON
p/s: we love u so much bomon..may u rest in peace..(im in sobbing mode...tak sngka hati serapuh ini..oohhhh)
i got a call from a vet, this evening saying that bomon is gone..
vet: is this nur fariza
bb: yer saya..
vet: im dr tan from city pet clinic, the one that u sent ur cat just now.
bb: ooo..ok (my heart pumping very fast)
vet: ur cat bomon kan...BOMON DAH MATI LAAA..
bb: HAH!!!!!
a moment of silence
bb: ya allah...(im panic)
bb: so macam mana yer..(im out of words..every word comes out doesnt sounds right...im already in tears)
vet: hmmm...so, do u want us to burry him or you want to take him home??
bb: no...its ok..we'll bring him home
vet: ok
bb: thanks
i went to the living room,and let my family know about it..as expected, everyone seems so speechless.i was so badly in tears and went back to my room.i asked my brother to bring bomon home, because i dont think i could cope with the sudden news i received just now.
waiting for him to come home is just another difficult part for me to handle with.i really need to burst out. how i wish i could send him a little bit earlier, how i wish to hug him like i never let him go. i remembered brought him to the vet. he was so hopeless lying inside the basket. he was so damn sick i guess. yesterday was the worse part. he kept screaming everytime he moves. i never thought it was that bad. based on the doc, he claimed that bomon was suffering with bladder problem. thats why he encountered a difficulty in urinating, where he urinated a lot, but only like two or 3 drops.
about half an hour later, my dad arrived with bomon. i was reluctant to went down at first.but i just couldnt help it. i saw him lying breathlessly inside a box. i was crying again while caress for him. so did my siblings. we burried bomon behind our house. all the friends of my little sis and bro were there..like almost 10 of them.some of them were even crying ...
im out of words. writing this entry really makes me missing him even more. i know this feeling would one day pass by as time goes by but i'd love to mark it here. like kak nora said..its A TRIBUTE TO BOMON
p/s: we love u so much bomon..may u rest in peace..(im in sobbing mode...tak sngka hati serapuh ini..oohhhh)
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